I have a blog??? Whatttt???

Ok I wish I could edit the timestamp of my last post.. because apparently all my enthusiasm faded into oblivion right after I dedicated a post to it.. I can't even remember having this blog!! Which sucks cos I had enough turmoil and drama in the past year to fill a freaking book! Oh well.. history was deprived of my Anne Frank experiences..

Anyways.. I was just studying.. trying to master C while listening to some kick ass piano music (read study music) on Pandora.. and I had a thought.. and since it is such a rare phenomenon.. I decided to record it..

I was thinking that everybody is truly amazing and everything will seriously be okay.. Okay I know what your thinking.. You just wasted a whole minute of your life on this obvious shit.. but it hasn't been so obvious for me this past year.. It has been sooooooo hard to be positive.. everyday has been a struggle of not letting myself crash and wallow in pity and give up.. but right now I feel sooooo positive.. (it could also be a caffeine high)

In this moment I truly believe that..
friends will always take care of me.. family will always love me..
Little kids will always be cute..
books will always be there for rainy days (um literal rainy days)..
Food will always taste delish..
Mansha will always praise my shitty paintings/poems/(insert anything here)..
Ireland will always beckon me with it's awesome accent.. and when I've visited Ireland, Machu Pichhu will..
For the meanest person that I meet, there will be that one friend who thinks that I am the shit..
F.R.I.E.N.D.S will ALWAYS make me laugh..
For the ten pounds that I put on, there will always be that person who doesn't bring it up.. and instead will talk about how pretty my hair looks..
for every new hurdle that seems insurmountable, there will be that invincible feeling when I do overcome it..
I guess what I'm trying to say is.. people are amazing.. and everything will be okay :)