Best Friend

Best Friend

You say you’re my best friend

Yet you harshly bring me down

You hold me close when you want

And then push me to the ground.

If best friends we are,

Why do I need your bidding do

Why can’t I be happy if you’re not

Why can’t you rejoice for me too?

I would go to the ends for you

I would fight the world, I would

But I don’t have the world to fight

Only you’re destroying me for good.

I have loved you, still do, it’s pure

But I don’t know how long I can

Can you hate someone you love?

I loathe you more than any man.

I have your shoulder to cry

Yet I get no smiles for my joy

Can you ever truly let me go?

See me happy with another boy?

You chose this, it was you,

I was yours to take, you know?

You broke me, made the choice

Now you’ll reap what shit you sowed

You use your best friend knowledge

 Do what you can to make me fall.

From where I stand, best friend not,

You’re not even a friend at all.